| Location | Islamabad |
| Age | 0 |
| Date of Birth | 7/2007 |
| Date of Death | 7/2007 |
| Visitors | 1,940 since 27/10/2007 |
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Our little Angel Mekaal was born on 07-07-07 and grew wings on 10-07-07. Even though the cause was
some sort of a metabolic disorder but we like to think that he was taken back as heaven was a less
beautiful place without our perfect Mekaal. He was with us for three amazing days and each and every
moment is etched in our memory.
He was truly an angel.....he had the most beautiful hands, he would not cry when he was hungry but
would suck his fingers, and would be quiet and go to sleep whenever i would hold him close to my
heart, he would stop crying when his grandmother sang to him, he loved being held by his father and
i think he even smiled when his dad called him "meeks the cheeks", he loved his brothers
kamil and Mahir esp. when they were talking non stop and fighting over who would hold Mekaal, he
loved the drive back home from the hospital when he could hardly open his eyes because of the sun,
and he loved being hugged and cuddled and kissed...oh i can go on and on.
Mekaal's heart stopped beating but he was happy as his nanni was holding his hand, his mama and
dad were holding him close and his chacha was there with him. He had the biggest smile on his face
when he was ready to be buried and when he was kissed good bye by all those who loved him. He was
called back to make heaven perfect again and he knew that.
If i could have just one wish i would wish my baby in my arms.
LIFETIME WISH
If I could have one life time wish
One dream come true
I would pray to God with all my heart
For yesterday and you
A thousand words can't bring you back
I know because I've tried
And neither will a million tears
I know because I've cried
You left behind broken hearts
And happy memories too
But I never wanted memories
I only wanted you
To your resting place I go
Flowers are placed with care
But nobody knows the heartache I feel
As I turn and leave you there
I STILL WANT YOU
I know they say God needed you
But sweetheart so did i
I didnt want to let you go
I didnt want to say goodbye
Now i am the mummy of an angel
That flies with wings above
It hurt to let you go that night
But you went with so much love
The day you left our world
My heart just broke in two
One half stayed here aching
The other half went with you
You were my little pride and joy
The apple of my eye
My darling little baby boy
Now you are a bright star in the sky
to mekaal on being one year old today
today we miss you more than ever. what a beautiful boy you must be. kamyar reminds us so much of you and we keep missing you. we know you are our angel and you are happy because we can now smile from our hearts but you ll be our most special sweetheart and our most beautiful son and brother we love you forever and our love for you increases with every passing moment esp. when we think of how brave and generous you are. happy birthday jaanoo and we know that the other angels must be making you feel extra special. have fun and we are sending you millions of hugs kisses and cuddles.
to mekaal on being 11 months old
We just cannot believe that you are 11 months now. if you were with us you would be walking by now and teasing your big brothers. I really pray that kamyar looks like you so we know how you would have looked at every stage. Please pray that abu and i can be strong enough and everything goes well. You know how much your family loves you. Even kamil and mahir keep calling Kamyar meekoo. He is also taking his sweet time to come guess he is waiting for his brother's exams to finish. keep regretting why i did not kiss you more when you were with me.
sending you millions of hugs and kisses
From one mummy to another
I've had to calm myself before writing this, as I sat and cried reading your moving story. God only knows how you coped the way you did, or the difficult decisions you had to make. I'm just a stranger,but Mekaal's story had me crying harder than I've done so in a long time. your love for him shines through in every word.
Thinking of you & your amazing little angel xxxxx
for meekoo on being 10 months old
Our little angel
you must know how much we are all missing you esp. now when kamyar s time to come in this world is coming near. Kamil and mahir are always talking about you and their excitement for the new baby and your abu is forever calling him meekoo which i love. you will always be a part of us and our family will never be complete.
we cant believe you are 10 months old. If you were here how adorable you must be. Remember we will meet soon and my heart is at peace as you are in Allah's loving care. We will have you in our arms and we will never tire of hugging and kissing you. Please pray for us and come in Kamil's dream on his birthday.
love you more and more......our beautiful angel
My most beautiful boy
We went to put flowers in your garden. please go have a look. They are beautiful. Kamil and Mahir are very envious of you as they think that you never get shouted at or have to do any work. thats so funny isnt it?
I never knew there were so many angels and never understood what it means to be a mother of one. Please always remember that i would never wish not having you. the time you spent with us was the happiest time of my life and i would never ever think it was a bad memory. people dont talk about you as they think they will bring bad memories but they dont understand. You are and will always be my most precious happiest and my most beautiful memory.....until we meet
Mekaal wants his dad to know
Everyone is always concerned about angel mummies and i want you to know that i understand how dads feel as i am one too.
Don't cry for me Daddy,
I am right here.
Although you can't see me,
I see your tears.
I visit you often,
I go to work with you each day,
And when it's time to close your eyes,
On your pillow is where I lay.
I hold your hand and stroke your hair,
And whisper in your ear.
If your sad today Daddy
Remember I am here.
God took me home,
This we know is true.
But you'll always be my Daddy,
Even though I'm not with you.
I am Daddy's little boy,
We will never be apart,
For every time you think of me,
Please know I'm in your heart.
Only a mother can understand
I feel more depressed
Each day when I awake
I wish to god you could tell me
There has been a big mistake.
My darling son was taken
From his mothers love
To live with the angels
In heaven up above
I did not have him with me
For the time I should have had
No longer can I hold him
Which makes me very sad?
The pain of losing my son
Shows in every single tear
I spend each day missing you
Longing to have you near
Life for me is lonely now
Without you by my side
My Broken shattered heart
Is very hard to hide
People tell me that time is a healer
That the pain will go away
They don’t understand
That this pain is here to stay
For when you lose a child
There is nothing that can compare
The bond we had at their birth
Will never leave, it’s always there
The love a mother has
Runs so very deep
That love is so special
It’s in her heart to keep
A mother’s heart is broken
She is ripped apart inside
There is a part of her missing
It left when her child died
So please don’t tell me to get over it
For this I can not do
Unless you understand my feelings
And this has happened to you
Only another mother who has lost a child
Can understand my pain
Because the also suffer daily
As the memories of their child remain
We are a band of mothers
Whose hearts will never heal?
For the loss of our children
Is for us, so very real.
You are always in my heart (Meeks the cheeks):)
For Mothers Who Carry Their Children In Their Heart,
Rather Than In Their Arms….
So many months I carried you
and I couldn't wait to see
What a wonderful a little person
you would turn out to be.
I had my dreams of how it would be
just to watch you grow
But now those dreams are faded
because I shall never know.
For God in His great wisdom
looked from His throne above
And saw how beautiful you were,
so He carried you away with love
Now the rocking chair sits silent
and the lullabies won't be voiced
But in heaven there's a celebration
as all of the angels rejoice.
My tears, they won't be quiet,
they flow like a river roars
And I know my life is forever changed--
to be the same no more.
I must be a special mother
because I have been set apart
Some mothers carry their children in their arms,
but I carry you in my heart.....
A poem from Mekaal on mother\'s day
A kiss to you on mothers day
A hug from me to you
I know that you are sad sometimes
I know that you are blue
Please wipe away that tear
put on a happy face
For I'm with god in heaven now
Oh Mummy what a wonderful place
God gave me wings so i could fly
they are white with a hint of blue
I'm a big boy mummy, with these wings of mine
they carry me down to visit you
God is teaching me how to catch your prayers
prayers that come as wishes
your wish is the same everyday
a wish that i could have stayed
I have a prayer for you now mummy
i pray that you will hear
god needed me here with him
i have no pain or fear
For i am an Angel now you see
i watch over you each night and day
a little piece of heaven on earth
guiding you on your way
I come to tuck you in each night
as you wanted to do with me
i hear your prayers and kiss your cheek
then i watch you dream
before i leave and go back home
i look at you and sigh
and as i fly back to heaven
i sing you a lull-a-bye
A kiss to you on mothers day
a hug from me to you
i love you mummy, please don't cry
You'll get to hold me soon.
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